Is it spring yet?

February 3rd.
3 months.
that's 90 days.
2160 hours.
129600 minutes.
(i think. haha my math skills are lacking since, well, always)
Whatever the case, a long time, or is it a short time?
Some days it feels like forever ago & others it seems like just yesterday. I've been having lots of crazy dreams lately. Be them about her, or about other random nutty stuff. In my dreams, if she's there it seems so real. if she's not, i wake up because in my dream i'm crying. I had a dream about drapes. haha drapes that mom "rented" and some crazy, mean lady wanted them back. haha drapes. i'll never own any after that dream, better yet "rent" them. I was talking with a friend last night & we were discussing life, well at that moment his life & he was telling me how important his mother is to him. She's his best friend. & much like me would have an incredibly difficult time moving away from her (we were talking about moving to nashville) & then he turns to me and says "Stefanie, I want you to know that it speaks a lot of your character to be where you are. I have no idea where I would be if I was in your shoes." & I guess he's right. But some days I feel like i should be more upset & then there are days i wish i was less upset. oh emotions. . . .quite the rollercoaster.

Onto good things. . .
--I recently went to see M for his second bday! 1-2. Big two. as he would say. or Elmo. I heard a LOT about Elmo. Let's just say, M was not so thrilled to be hitting his Elmo Pinata but Tish enjoyed every second of it.
haha.
--the snow is melting! & it's supposed to be 50 this weekend. thank goodness.
--I'm going on my first spring break, EVER! Panama City Beach WOOO.
--I have an interview thursday at 10am for my dream job here at USC. keep your fingers crossed for me!
--my birthday is coming up! woo!

but on that note, i must go. My boss & i are going to do a mock interview! wheeee!